WINDOW

The window and the lantern, they just remind me of the yonder off remembering. The ship there, that sails down the sea, the lover that is engrossed to love, the sea so calm to hear the cries and the eyes so dark to attempt the undecided. It sometimes brings fervor, zeal and a zest of senseless emotions that keep flowing down the lifeless entity out of you. 

Undeniable the fears, soulful the love, pitiful a heart and unconditional a chance and tyrannical you. Everything is so mesmerizing up here sitting by the shades and urging for you. The swift movement of the pen and the crisp feel of the paper lighten up the wind blowing so harsh.

Empty hands

Today when I dropped a tear, I asked it what are you falling for.. I opened the book of my life to see what i have achieved so far in this turmoil of world. To my dismay, I own nothing. The morals I possess are my parent's blessings, the academic success is a part of my hardwork, the smiles are due to my own efforts but wait...what about the fate. I own none. Fate has always given me what was bestowed on me by others. I did not get the part of my fate. O Lord..see I am empty handed spreading them in front of You..waiting for my part. I used to think that I have everything that everyone should be having to get the best of all. My friends envied me for having the guts, glamour, success, intelligence and what not. But I forgot that life is not about all this. This missing happiness is what that has beaten me to the mud. I envy them fot having all and I pity myself for having none. I envy their life with their love and pity my part. I have nothing to not cry for. That was my part. Whatever You bless me with now.. is incomplete without the share holder that is being taken away by You. I never deserved the right but i want to live rightly. And You know how.. by getting the part You have taken away. I always heard that fate is what we pray for. But spreading hands and bowing down never gave me what I desired. You gave me every other thing to be happy about but You took away the smiling happiness of mine. Perhaps I deserve this wrath of Yours. But my Lord.. love is what I want. You listen to me when everyone else thinks I am chattering rubbish. You made me sleep when every other person tried disrupting my dreams. You made my thoughts prettier when everyone else thought of them as fake. But You see, I am not happy. You forgot to give them to me. You know I cry each night to get what I want knowing that it gives me pain but I am ready to take it. You have seen the rolling water droplets but might be the reason itself does not wish to be by my side. Tears are meaningless now. I do not wish anything now but to be with You infront of You like a shooting star.

WHISPER

Taken afar by the wishes and hopes,

The whispers roar and crawl in my ears.

Sometimes I am up all night,

Struggling to hide

The joys and laughter of the unknown desires.

The secret smiles,

Sparkling in the sight.

On oblivious day,

Let’s bring the time.

Walking on the path, which you and I paved…

I am thinking to smile with tears in my eyes.